Duality — A Poem

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“Shadow-Self” — C.Birde, 4/19

 

The universe intended

(…me…)

for extroversion,

but the stars

diverged,

the message was

waylaid.

Inhabitant

— now —

of two spirits,

two skins,

two selves

chafing.

At ease

in

neither.

 

— C.Birde, 4/19

 

Flame & Thunderheads — A Dream

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“Sequins” — C.Birde, 4/19

 

 

“You’ll evoke Andromeda.”

She stands

on the threshold –

neither in nor

out –

and speaks

with warning,

disapproval,

disdain.

She,

with the tossing sea

at her back

and in her eyes.

She,

clad in the blue

of a glacier’s heart.

Her opinion

should not

matter;

yet her words –

her judgment –

wriggle and wrest

their way

inside.

I look

at the dress –

tiers of fringe and

beads and

sequins winking

with promise;

the color of a sunset

blushing;

set alongside

shoes and scarf

of pewter;

arranged

on the white bedspread

like thunderheads

and flame.

And I think –

with a silent, secret

ache –

that evoking

Andromeda

might be

just the

thing.

 

— C.Birde, 4/19

 

Scilla Blue — An Image

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“Scilla Blue” — C.Birde, 4/19

 

After brief discussion,

they each donned

their dear, little blue

frock coats

and went up-side

to see

for themselves…

— C.Birde, 4/19

 

Vantage — A Poem

 

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“Wire” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

Perched

on the wire –

like any dove

or sparrow;

hooked talons

grip,

the line

dips

taut beneath

three pounds

of hollow bones

and feathers.

Alert.

Blunt head hunched

between

folded wing blades.

Yellow gaze

fixates

upon the open field

of fallow meadow

grasses.

Red-tail scans

for any dove

or sparrow’s

passage.

 

— C.Birde, 3/19

 

 

 

Look — A Poem

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“Shadow” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

Look

look away

cringe

fade…

To either side,

a tug,

a pull of

equal force.

Duality of need

desire

balanced

in opposition

to the self.

Uncertainty –

a slow poison

consumed

in sips;

a crumb

nibbled,

bitter

on the tongue.

Shadows,

all –

insubstantial;

substance-

less.

Trust —

within

lies the way.

Shimmer.

Blaze.

 

— C.Birde, 3/19

 

Threat, Part II — A Dream

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“Primaries” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

Why?

Why wouldn’t you listen?

Why couldn’t you?

Ever?

Despite threat and

warning,

you succumbed

to temptation.

To the rattle and call –

so strong,

too strong –

of that small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere.

It sang

for release and

you rolled it out

from its glass-walled

confinement

against your palm –

too thin,

too warm,

so unprotected.

Your skin absorbed

melting shadow,

while the two

at your shoulder –

foolhardy and

eager –

huddled and

watched.

And I?

I ran.

Unwilling

to witness

your transformation,

your de-

humanization.

I ran.

From the room,

the derelict house.

Down the hillside.

Toward the sea.

I dove

into hummocked,

grassy turf.

Myself,

now changed

shrunken,

diminished,

miniaturized.

I ran…

   scurried,

      rushed,

         hurried.

Through networked

earthen tunnels –

ducking lace-fringed

grassy roots –

that looped

and dipped

and dove

and curved

through endless

coils of earth.

I ran –

scampered,

hurtled

expanded

the distance between

myself and

you

until the tunnel

ended…

in an knothole

opened

in the subfloor

beneath

a battered kitchen cabinet.

Sealed cabinet doors,

defined by a slim seam

of vertical light.

A push,

and out I tumble

onto worn linoleum tiles

and dim-lit kitchen;

my former self and

size restored.

For naught.

For naught.

You

are here,

have anticipated

my time and place of arrival.

You crouch

at the cramped kitchen’s

perimeter.

You

and your two friends.

Changed, now –

one red, one yellow;

you, blue.

Your humanity

lost

(as predicted)

to right angles

and jointed,

flattened planes.

Your serrated teeth

gnash in cruel grins.

(As warned.)

Your laughter barks,

humorless.

(As feared.)

You wouldn’t

listen.

You never

did.

Surrounded,

now.

No escape.

We

are

lost.

 

— C.Birde, 3/19

 

 

Moonlight — An Image

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“Moonlight” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

Spilling moonlight

from her pockets

— like pebbles

&

petals

&

peace —

she lays

a silvered path

for all

to follow…

And yet

we

h

e

s

i

t

a

t

e

.

.

.

 

— C.Birde, 3/19

 

Quickening — A Poem

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“Quickening” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

Long awaited.

Realized,

recognized

– at last –

in quickening

earth

(beat & breath of loamy

heart),

resurgent

song

(trill & tremor in airborne

throats),

in bud and flower

and greening

leaf

(stretch & shift toward expanding

light).

Spring arrives

– gift-wrapped –

on our

doorsteps.

Compose your

thank-yous accordingly.

Address them

to each

blushing hour,

each mischief curl

of breeze.

— C.Birde, 3/19

 

 

 

Threat — A Dream

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“Threat” — C.Birde, 3/19

 

I know.

It’s tempting.

That small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere,

contained

within that slim glass vial —

a piece

of shadow

trapped and capped.

So curious…

So seemingly

harmless.

Please.

Trust me.

I beg you.

Don’t open the vial.

You misunderstand —

I am not the threat.

It is.

Released,

it will change —

flatten…thin…spread…

and seep into your skin…

Change you.

Unmake you.

Into something

unrecognizable.

Un-human.

Inhuman.

Huge and heartless

with cruelty tucked

in your laughter

and a grin

full of hungry

teeth.

Please.

Please

Just don’t…

For you sake…

For mine…

For ours…

You never

would

listen

to me…

 

 

— C.Birde, 3/19