
The universe intended
(…me…)
for extroversion,
but the stars
diverged,
the message was
waylaid.
Inhabitant
— now —
of two spirits,
two skins,
two selves
chafing.
At ease
in
neither.
— C.Birde, 4/19

The universe intended
(…me…)
for extroversion,
but the stars
diverged,
the message was
waylaid.
Inhabitant
— now —
of two spirits,
two skins,
two selves
chafing.
At ease
in
neither.
— C.Birde, 4/19

“You’ll evoke Andromeda.”
She stands
on the threshold –
neither in nor
out –
and speaks
with warning,
disapproval,
disdain.
She,
with the tossing sea
at her back
and in her eyes.
She,
clad in the blue
of a glacier’s heart.
Her opinion
should not
matter;
yet her words –
her judgment –
wriggle and wrest
their way
inside.
I look
at the dress –
tiers of fringe and
beads and
sequins winking
with promise;
the color of a sunset
blushing;
set alongside
shoes and scarf
of pewter;
arranged
on the white bedspread
like thunderheads
and flame.
And I think –
with a silent, secret
ache –
that evoking
Andromeda
might be
just the
thing.
— C.Birde, 4/19

After brief discussion,
they each donned
their dear, little blue
frock coats
and went up-side
to see
for themselves…
— C.Birde, 4/19

Perched
on the wire –
like any dove
or sparrow;
hooked talons
grip,
the line
dips
taut beneath
three pounds
of hollow bones
and feathers.
Alert.
Blunt head hunched
between
folded wing blades.
Yellow gaze
fixates
upon the open field
of fallow meadow
grasses.
Red-tail scans
for any dove
or sparrow’s
passage.
— C.Birde, 3/19

Life
splits & turns,
plateaus
at moments
unpredictable.
Travel light,
with an open heart;
B.Y.O.M.*
☾
☼
☽
— C.Birde, 3/19
(*Bring Your Own Magic)

Look
look away
cringe
fade…
To either side,
a tug,
a pull of
equal force.
Duality of need
— desire —
balanced
in opposition
to the self.
Uncertainty –
a slow poison
consumed
in sips;
a crumb
nibbled,
bitter
on the tongue.
Shadows,
all –
insubstantial;
substance-
less.
Trust —
within
lies the way.
Shimmer.
Blaze.
— C.Birde, 3/19

Why?
Why wouldn’t you listen?
Why couldn’t you?
Ever?
Despite threat and
warning,
you succumbed
to temptation.
To the rattle and call –
so strong,
too strong –
of that small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere.
It sang
for release and
you rolled it out
from its glass-walled
confinement
against your palm –
too thin,
too warm,
so unprotected.
Your skin absorbed
melting shadow,
while the two
at your shoulder –
foolhardy and
eager –
huddled and
watched.
And I?
I ran.
Unwilling
to witness
your transformation,
your de-
humanization.
I ran.
From the room,
the derelict house.
Down the hillside.
Toward the sea.
I dove
into hummocked,
grassy turf.
Myself,
now changed –
shrunken,
diminished,
miniaturized.
I ran…
scurried,
rushed,
hurried.
Through networked
earthen tunnels –
ducking lace-fringed
grassy roots –
that looped
and dipped
and dove
and curved
through endless
coils of earth.
I ran –
scampered,
hurtled
expanded
the distance between
myself and
you
until the tunnel
ended…
in an knothole
opened
in the subfloor
beneath
a battered kitchen cabinet.
Sealed cabinet doors,
defined by a slim seam
of vertical light.
A push,
and out I tumble
onto worn linoleum tiles
and dim-lit kitchen;
my former self and
size restored.
For naught.
For naught.
You
are here,
have anticipated
my time and place of arrival.
You crouch
at the cramped kitchen’s
perimeter.
You
and your two friends.
Changed, now –
one red, one yellow;
you, blue.
Your humanity
lost
(as predicted)
to right angles
and jointed,
flattened planes.
Your serrated teeth
gnash in cruel grins.
(As warned.)
Your laughter barks,
humorless.
(As feared.)
You wouldn’t
listen.
You never
did.
Surrounded,
now.
No escape.
We
are
lost.
— C.Birde, 3/19

Spilling moonlight
from her pockets
— like pebbles
&
petals
&
peace —
she lays
a silvered path
for all
to follow…
And yet
we
h
e
s
i
t
a
t
e
.
.
.
— C.Birde, 3/19

Long awaited.
Realized,
recognized
– at last –
in quickening
earth
(beat & breath of loamy
heart),
resurgent
song
(trill & tremor in airborne
throats),
in bud and flower
and greening
leaf
(stretch & shift toward expanding
light).
Spring arrives
– gift-wrapped –
on our
doorsteps.
Compose your
thank-yous accordingly.
Address them
to each
blushing hour,
each mischief curl
of breeze.
— C.Birde, 3/19

I know.
It’s tempting.
That small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere,
contained
within that slim glass vial —
a piece
of shadow
trapped and capped.
So curious…
So seemingly
harmless.
Please.
Trust me.
I beg you.
Don’t open the vial.
You misunderstand —
I am not the threat.
It is.
Released,
it will change —
flatten…thin…spread…
and seep into your skin…
Change you.
Unmake you.
Into something
unrecognizable.
Un-human.
Inhuman.
Huge and heartless
with cruelty tucked
in your laughter
and a grin
full of hungry
teeth.
Please.
Please…
Just don’t…
For you sake…
For mine…
For ours…
…
…
…
You never
would
listen
to me…
— C.Birde, 3/19