Haunts — A Dream

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“Haunt” — C.Birde, 8/19

 

The night is longest when it is sleepless,

the mind crowded with haunts and fury

draped in dark shadow and ominous

as the ghosts of futures-yet-to-be

that point bone-white fingers

from  dream’s dark corner and

leave one breathless,

tongueless,

voiceless,

hopeless

to cry out at the mounting pressure

and injustice of storms and heat

and glaciers’ retreat and rising tides

and seas blooming plastic

and forests denuded and deprived

of creatures great and small,

and all all all

rewritten and twisted and undone

in service to short-term metrics

that measure life elemental

against gains —

immediate,

concrete —

of dollars and cents

as if a blue-green shiny new earth

might be bought and sold and regrown

by stocks and bonds and war and walls

and oil and coal alone. . .

The night is longest when it is sleepless,

interrupted by dreams of ink-writ

skeletal wraiths that inhale

one’s choked-silent pleas of

There!

Right there!

Does no one

see?”

 

— C.Birde, 8/19

 

Betwixt — A Dream

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“Betwixt” — C.Birde, 8/19

 

Both here

and there,

without and

within –

the separation obscured

by lace-edged ferns and

tree limbs’curious,

leaf-fingered

reach;

by ivies’ slow

curling growth

up the slim, inarguable

certainty of even-spaced

moss-tarnished,

bars.

Easy

as idle breeze,

careless

as wish.

Encircling spokes

sweep aloft and out of sight,

beyond the guardian-

ship of trees –

one story,

two stories,

three –

a slow curvature

chased,

traced,

defined

by a staircase of

weightless, spiral

filigree.

Within, without;

without,

within…

Come in,

come in.

Don’t hesitate.

Pull back the narrow,

decorative gate–

coil-spring hinges

announce each rare

visitor

and cross the dip

and swell of moss-

carpeted

floor.

A central table blooms

an invitation of china

cups and saucers;

tea-pot, steaming;

a plate of

cake.

Clear a space.

Pull out a chair.

Sit and stay and linger,

breathing,

safely embraced and

enclosed neither here

nor there; without

or within;

both betwixt

and

between.

 

— C.Birde, 8/19

 

 

 

River — A Dream

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“Pink River” — C.Birde, 7/19

 

To be a river,

must one be far-reaching in

length and breadth, depth and

strength?

and leap –

clear and cool and bright –

from glacial, mountainous

source to ocean’s salted

mouth?

or slowly cleave  –

with swing and sway of hip,

in muddied brown gyration –

through lush, green riotous

jungle?

interrupt, perhaps,

yawning sands, borders, self –

blue, yellow, and white –

to quench a sighing desert’s

throat?

Or can a river unfold,

twisting and unbroken,

from distant blue horizon,

over curling sea of unshorn

grass;

a ribbon of pink and winking

tourmaline that ripples about

one’s toes and spills

down,

down,

down

past white-framed glare of hatch

deep-set into the hill’s upturned

cheek,

to fill the house enshrined below –

secret, tomblike –

its kitchens, corridors, occupants,

all…

A river of submerging,

of inevitable

drowning?

 

— C.Birde, 7/19

 

 

Norma — A Dream

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“Norma” — C.Birde, 7/19

 

 

Take them,

these static representations

of antique women,

clothed in robes

of polished marble,

their faces benign &

caught forever

between expressions.

Take them

from this darkened,

cloistered room

with its museum air,

sterile and scentless;

from these venerated

pedestals arranged

in self-reflective semi-circle,

carved over with thorned and

vining roses.

Take them

out into the beating

heart of the deeply

wooded night

where they might stir

anew with memory of the life

that once swept through them –

body

blood &

bone –

a tidal force of soul

that inspired

poets

artists

naturalists

philosophers

to capture, trap & tame them –

honorably,

in respectful aspect –

for all perpetuity.

Take them

out into the holy wash

of ferns and moonlight

intending fully to return them —

unmissed and

undisturbed —

to their safe sanctum;

but one plinth,

one single solitary

gilded cage –

edges dusted well

with age –

will remain forever

empty of its prize,

at long last freed

to breathe &

laugh &

run. Un-

leashed.

Re-

leased.

Re-

born.

 

— C.Birde, 7/19

 

 

Gift — A Dream

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“Gift” — C.Birde, 7/19

 

Long-limbed

& lean,

she sits cross-legged

on gleaming

oak floor,

a vision of health

& strength

& youth,

smile measurable

in inches,

lumens,

decibels.

Between us,

a gift —

a large box,

lid & bottom

wrapped separately

in raw blue silk

& tied up

in pink satin

ribbon;

a mere tug

of angle-cut ends

required to release

& lift the lid,

to free

what lies

within.

She waits —

patient,

certain —

her smile

like sun-light

shining…

 

 

— C.Birde, 7/19

 

Awake…? — A Dream

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“Alarm Clock” — C.Birde, 7/19

 

Once…

Twice…

Thrice…

Alarm clock sounds

Song, unfamiliar

Eyes, sealed tight

Quarce…

Quince…

Sence…

Alarm clock sounds

Song, unfamiliar

Cannot open eyes

Septence…

Octence…

Novence…

The alarm clock sounds

The song, unfamiliar

Struggle to open eyes

Slide

down bed’s side

to floor

Tonce…

Alarm clock sounds,

Tune, recognized,

Eyes open

effortlessly wide –

A  w  a  k  e.

 

 

— C.Birde, 7/1

 

 

Seen — A Dream

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“Poor Thing” — C.Birde, 6/19

 

Poor thing –

clinging

to the building’s

exterior,

slowly swinging

its heavy, blind head

back and forth,

back and forth;

small, pearl mouth,

an ‘o’ of eternal

surprise.

Large ears –

softly furred –

flopping,

dangling,

tangling

over first one

tight-shut eye,

then the

other.

So much like a snail’s —

so much larger —

the spirals of

its whorled shell are

iridescent,

agleam,

chased

with moonlight.

Pale, fleshy tentacles

sweeping,

waving,

it finds its slow,

methodical way

along the building’s

polished,

featureless,

stone

face.

Unperturbed by blindness,

immune to dark,

it knows not that

its progress is

surveilled.

For,

from within,

from the curve of

each wide step’s descent

to the landing

below –

they watch.

The observers.

Dressed in finery and

gathered —

shoulder-to-shoulder —

they press themselves

to the wall of windows,

to laugh and

point and

stare –

aghast,

perplexed,

astonished.

They pity

the creature its

grotesquery,

equate slow movement

with equally slow

thought.

Poor thing.

Poor, dear thing.

To be so scorned,

so ridiculed,

so misunderstood.

Better –

perhaps –

to have remained

undiscovered,

unseen,

hidden

away

in the

d

a

r

k.

 

— C.Birde, 6/19

 

 

Incoming — A Dream

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“Incoming” — C.Birde, 6/19

 

Observe

how she stands

at the end

of the stone pier,

where earth’s bones

drop away

to the village below;

how she stares

over peaked rooftops,

each a crooked half-step

to the prowling,

lapping

sea.

Eager,

near delirious

with anticipation,

she nonetheless remains –

hands clasped to sternum –

motionless.

Unmoving,

but for her gaze,

which sweeps and

scrapes the horizon

back and forth,

like gull or

tern.

Anxious and waiting.

Impatient and

waiting.

But…

but

When they come –

those ancient,

sinuous creatures,

luminously scaled and

leather-winged –

when they cross

the dusking sky,

churning clouds and

evoking thunder

with their passage…

Understand –

despite her earnest,

enraptured desire,

it will not be

for her.

They will not come

for her nor answer

her call.

Understand –

watching,

a pace behind and

over her right

shoulder…

Understand

with unshakable clarity,

with neither fear

nor doubt –

for whom it is

they will

come.

 

 

— C.Birde, 6/19

 

 

 

 

Sweet Tempest — A Dream

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“Sweet Tempest” — C.Birde, 5/19

 

 

Remember?

Following her?

Obediently?

Without question?

The path she laid,

so overgrown…

so dense and thick

and muddied to near

impossibility…

Impassability…

Struggling…

Onward…

Ever onward…

Until it split…

There –

where she chose

the dark and lightless

fork that curved down

and underground –

another way…

Aboveground.

A tangle, still,

of roots exposed

and vining growth.

Its own struggle,

true;

but one that lead,

ultimately,

here

to this cozy place

cradled within rolling

hillside,

snugged within green

meadow.

That lead, ultimately,

to him.

Stand together –

side-by-side,

shoulder-to-shoulder –

in this place of solace.

Look beyond

the triptych windows —

the meadow’s verdure

shines against

the sky’s brooding gray.

Approaching rain

cannot blunt

such happiness,

such contentedness.

Unless…

Until…

The horizon boils

with looming storm…

No simple tumult

of thunderheads, this;

a fierce display of

fuchsia

pink and

tangerine

that hovers –

stationary, yet roiling –

in the distance.

Slowly,

it approaches,

expands

unfolds,

consumes

the sky in violence and

agitation.

As it nears,

the very air turns

intensely sweet,

sugary to taste.

From billowing clouds

of pink and plum,

a lance of lightning –

brilliant,

frightening,

scorching

the air to burnt-sugar —

strikes the cherry tree,

reduces limbs abloom

and trunk to chars.

Understand –

like that bright bolt –

in brilliant flash

of insight…

Those preceding years

of dutiful adherence,

the sugar-pink

obediences

must be

abandoned,

discarded,

surrendered.

Hurriedly,

gather them up,

hurl them without

to churning wind

that lifts and tosses

each offering

down the grassy slope,

where –

one

two

three

four –

each is consumed

in holy fire.

Such relief

to have retained so little,

to be free of danger.

Such dread

for those who yet carry

so much,

whom this sweet storm

will undoubtedly

and utterly

devour.

 

— C.Birde, 5/19

 

Messenger — A Dream

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“Crow” — C.Birde, 5/19

 

Open the door.

Step outside.

Underfoot,

limestone and

concrete,

cool, gritty.

Look left,

past the railing;

a crow sails –

wings fanned –

from the great

Norway spruce.

Down

down

down.

Black feathers

finger,

catch,

disperse,

and

scatter light.

Wings serve

as rudder and

brakes;

he curls through

the air and

lands

on the bottom-

most step.

Arrived, he waits –

wings folded,

body

contracted,

compacted,

prepared

to

launch

for safety.

Dark eyes aglitter

beneath corvid

brow;

wedge

of soot-black bill

lifts.

Crow – guide;

harbinger;

messenger;

 omens

safely tucked

underwing.

Where have you

been?

For years,

you called me

to this very

door;

I fed you;

watched you

strut

about the green-

grass yard,

unafraid.

Five years

absent;

the duration

of his

passing.

I hear your

call.

Deliver

your message –

I am

ready.

 

— C.Birde, 5/19